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Is there any other place you can get to for help that you haven't been before like another psych ER or something? See a different doctor? I know healthcare in this country sucks, but among the bad healthcare officials, there are good ones out there. It is a trial, you have to hunt to find them, but they do exist. Though I'm sure it's easier (not much though) on private insurance. If I went to my pdoc with your story, I wouldn't even get it all out, and I'd be in a hospital like that. If I told it to my pcp, same thing. If I told it to my GI doc, yep, instant hospitalization. There are good doctors out there, but you can't just be content to go with the flow until you are so weak you are forced IP and you are doing damage to your body (sometimes permanent). We all want you to stick around here.
I know things are hard, but settling for the status quo will not get you better, and you know that.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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