I'm feeling off. I talked yesterday about how I was feeling really ramped up, it hasn't slowed down and has actually gotten significantly worse. I can't stop talking to myself with like pressured speech and my mind is racing a million miles a second and I can't stop doing stuff. I also feel on the verge of breaking down in tears for no reason. I keep trying to rein in the hyperness but my brain feels like it's going to implode if I don't talk or pace or do things. I just want to slow down and calm down I wish someone could duct tape me to the couch to keep me from getting up to do things. I also wish my mind would stop racing. I keep having thoughts that I'm being poisoned somehow.

I'm not really sure what to do. I have klonopin I could take as a PRN but don't know if I should or not. I might call my therapist tomorrow and see if I can get an earlier appointment instead of next week for this week.

Last spring I was like this too.