I don't know what's wrong with me you guys, but yesterday and today I've just been so ANGRY.

I'm so pissed about how much weight my stupid meds have made me gain!!!!! And I'm pissed about having to take meds. I want to throw something!!!! I want to scream!!! FCK!! How can someone who eats like a damn rabbit be a FAT LAND WHALE?!?!?!? I do not understand. I am not comprehending this phenomenon.

I'm also frustrated because my brain feels like damn MUSH and I can't get anything done. All I want to do is sleep and listen to music. That is fcking all!! It's becoming a problem! I should be happy right now because one of my stories got accepted for an anthology, but I'm too PISSED OFF and MUSHY MINDED to be happy.

My brain just feels tired, and I don't know why. Normally I go into an upswing this time of year and instead I'm just pissed off and frustrated and fcking FAT.

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