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Oh, man my nerves are jangled after going to the library with my daughter behind the wheel. She hadn't driven in awhile, and it's just such a helpless feeling when I'm biting my mouth not to be screaming, slow down, slow down, STOP! She relies on the brake too much at the last minute stopping behind vehicles at stoplights, I keep telling her, this car is old, it doesn't have the best brakes in the world, ease into the stop. I know she'll learn eventually; I really don't know how all parents of teenage drivers manage it because I felt on the verge of a panic attack, wishing I were driving instead!
It's times like this I wish I still were on clonazepam or Xanax. I need my nerves to calm down. I'm considering making some chamomile tea but it's so hot here even with the AC on, I don't know.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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