I was addicted to meth from the time I as 16 till I was 21. Did it everyday only taking a break after a four day binge. It went off and on like that for 5 years. The whole time I was on it I pushed away everyone I loved because of my insolence. I lost my son. I met my husband and he made me get it together. Meth is the devil. It makes people into someone they're not. And I know you love him, but he does not need to be around kids. When you have been up so long on meth, your perceptions get distorted and you go temporarily insane from lack of sleep and the drug. You have no control over yourself. I will keep you all n my prayers.