Thank you all for your kind words. She's also ghosted our mutual online friends, which gives me some small hope she'll reappear. I really was in love with this woman, no different than if she was right here with me and we were dating, which makes it extremely hard to let go. If she is gone, I'd like some closure which I may never get. I'm just so desperate to reestablish contact with her. Our relationship was loving and mutually supportive, at least as far as online relationships can be, and there was no hint of what might come. I feel lost.