I have my cardiac tests Wednesday. My sister is taking me. The copay is $350. Why sure - I have that lying around. They don’t do monthly payments on copays either. My copay for the gastric study is $200. Well I guess I’m thankful that I have insurance so I’ll look at it that way.

I have become so stable over the past several months. My communication has improved, I’m much less triggered and am able to participate in family events. Instead of seeing these improvements and being happy for me, my family harps on my weaknesses. It’s hurtful.

Mom’s 90th birthday is coming up. We are planning to rent a cabin in the Smokies. I was all for planning a big party but she didn’t want that. She says all her dearest friends have passed. That is kind of sad.