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I'm going to reply to myself. Why ? Because I think I had a dream or something that actually made my attachment FINALLY reduce tremendously in intensity ! These things just happen. You have to stop looking , stop pushing. Stop your mind and let the subconscious take over All of a sudden I just stopped caring , feeling. I'm not in charge. When time is right , it'll happen. You know, I really can't explain it. The INTENSITY of caring is what dropped. From 100 to 4-5 ? How ???
Maybe after a certain amount of pain it just lowers in intensity. It's like boiling water and then turning down the gas or electric .
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