Tonight I’m in a really bad way… everything sucks. I’m fat. Im ugly. I’m a sellout. My jewelry that I made all looks like garbage. I’m a pathetic loser. My cat is avoiding me. I always say and do the wrong things…. Even when I’m honestly trying to be nice. I always feel misunderstood. I just feel like a complete waste of space tonight. I need someone to hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be okay.