I've been up 26 hours now. I probably won't be able to sleep until later tonight which will put me at pushing 40 hours without sleep. I have to go to the pharmacy to pick up my meds because I ran out and procrastinated too long on picking them up so I wasn't able to take any of my meds yesterday since they've been sitting at the pharmacy a week while I've procrastinating on getting them. I feel like **** I want to lay down and cry I also feel impulsive. I just need to get my ****ing meds so I can go to ****ing sleep at some point