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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte
I started a rewrite of the beginning of my novel tonight. THIS is the beginning. I got quite a bit written. I've been feeling very floaty and strange and weird for a while, but it's gotten worse the past couple of days. Last night I was visited by the negative entity. It spoke to me and inserted images into my mind of twisted, contorted faces, but strangely enough I wasn't afraid and I haven't been paranoid or anything. I've just been floaty and confused. I keep on forgetting I need to get the ezine up. I have to get it up tomorrow. Tomorrow is my last day. I was gonna do it today, but I spaced it. I can't let these writers down. I don't know. I've just been feeling things more deeply as of late, like I can feel all the emotions of the world, and I've been seeing beauty in everything.
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It's good to hear from you. Have you been taking your full dose of Seroquel? I know if I try to reduce my Seroquel, bad things happen. Have you been sleeping? If not, I'd say that could definitely make you floaty and confused or if you've had to take more prn meds or if you're still working on reducing your benzo (I can't remember), that has all kinds of issues if the reduction is too big or just even comes too fast in time before you are ready for it.
You will get your ezine done. You do a fabulous job with it. I would also be interested in reading your novel, but then I don't know, the anonymity goes away unless there is a way to read it without exposing your privacy.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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