Well, I'm glad you are and guess what? So am I. What a miracle! Yes, I'm in a sarcastic mood but I don't mean to dismiss what you've said. I do the up & down stuff too and it IS scary. It scares my T so I know it must be bad. FYI don't bother with those hotlines. At best, they seem bored with it all. At worst, they're downright harmful.