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Apr 30, 2025, 09:37 PM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,613
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Best of luck in your big move @June08 - I wish I lived closer I would have offered to help! Nice to hear the SI thoughts aren't as bad too. I think a good night's rest will help too. What movie did you get to finish that you were watching?
Yes, @Nammu - that's what Codependency Online meetings are like, trying to squeeze everyone spewing about who they are codependent with, I don't understand how those groups are run without feedback. I am honestly considering screaming my troubles into my pillow tonight, lol, hopefully the neighbors won't get mad!
Tonight, there has been a mix of emotions. I cried a lot and prayed a lot as well. I feel relieved though, not really sad. I feel like I am purging away all this hurt and shame I am carrying around inside of myself. Talking to both of my good friends in New York sure did help today too. I am so lucky in so many ways, sometimes I just feel so ungrateful.
Tomorrow morning is an early pdoc appointment. I did my bloodwork so she will tell me where my Lithium levels are. I don't foresee any med changes, my moods are up and down, but that's just me being bipolar, I think. Not too high, not too low, but still a crying mess at times. Sounds about right for me.
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