I have a delayed processing thought since my last post. I kind of wonder if I've been doing some type of rapid cycling thing since the week before Easter (or at least the week of). The week before Easter, I was clearly hypomanic or mixed. But, really since that week, my mood has been shifting from day to day (sometimes throughout the day). I honestly feel the most bipolar when my mood does this-one day I'm fine, the next I have intense SI, then I'm fine again, then I feel mixed, then I'm manic, etc.

Earlier, I said I didn't think my pdoc could make a med change because of it currently being depression, but seeing now that it really has been shifting a lot, maybe there is something that can be done when I see him next week. What a roller coaster bipolar disorder is!