My Support Forums - View Single Post - Bipolar Check-in #88 (again!)

LadyShadow · May 01, 2025, 10:24 AM

Good morning! I woke up really early this morning and watched cartoons and immediately felt better. I had my pdoc appointment really early too, and she said my white blood cell count was high in my results, but my lithium levels were okay. When I got to my regular doctor on Monday, I will have to bring that up to her. I also gained 10 pounds, and feel horrible, but I know why though - I haven't been eating the best and have been cheating by going to Zaxby's etc. It's my own fault.

I am in good spirits though. The past few nights have been hard because I get lonely late at night and really miss the time I used to spend with my ex, so the tears start flowing, but I am hoping tonight will be better. I am focusing on work today and trying to stay positive. @June08 - I didn't care for the new Conclave movie at all, I think they really messed it up and just confuses people, also I feel like they just wanted to embarrass the church by making that movie, I didn't like it all. Conclave will be coming up in real life as early as next week I think, so it should be interesting to see how it goes.

CPAP says I got 7:47 sleep last night, even though it doesn't feel like it. I slept okay I guess, not alert as I want to be. I hope everyone has a great Thursday though!