It's good to hear from you. I'm sorry things are so rough, and hopefully you hear about ED treatment soon. In the meantime, it definitely doesn't hurt to do whatever you can so the ED doesn't get any worse and you don't keep losing weight and are at least stable and in the mindset for recovery. You do sound as if you want to recover but need help finding the way. I hope things start to turn around for you. 
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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