I'm feeling a little better about things. It's been two weeks since my online 'girlfriend' ghosted me, and I don't feel nearly as sad. I felt as deeply about her as I've ever felt about any woman, and it has always taken me months to get over someone. If this should take only a few weeks, that'd be a major improvement. My plan is to take my vacation in Texas in late-July, and then when I get back I'll start looking for someone locally. I'm tired of being alone, so I'm going to try and put myself out there for the first time in several years.