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Old May 04, 2025, 01:43 PM
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Originally Posted by Blueberrybook View Post
@MuddyBoots You definitely don't sound as if you're in a good place or safe for that matter. Could you stay with your mom for awhile? Maybe having someone else around would help a bit? I really got out of control with my ED (and with my care about taking meds as prescribed) when my sister (my roommate when I was in college) started spending nearly all her time with her boyfriends at their places and would only come back a couple times a week to pick up some clothes or a textbook or something she needed. On my own, my self-destructive tendencies were much worse than when I had my sister around full-time.
Yeah, not sure about staying overnights just because sleeping there can be so triggering PTSD-wise, but I am spending the day with my mom today (and getting help from kitty cuddles). I talked to my CM a little this morning (I didn’t tell her about the rubbing alcohol/kpin thing, but let her know in no uncertain terms I am not in a good spot) and she’s going to tell my pdoc to get in touch with the ECT dude tomorrow. I see my pdoc and think I have a real meeting with my CM tomorrow anyway.

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