I haven't been sleeping at night. Just not tired. My anxiety is out of control. I can't concentrate. I'm procrastinating. Last night a shadow moved across the darkness of our bedroom while I was staring mindlessly in the corner, unable to sleep (and no it wasn't a car. Our apartment isn't by the road). It was the negative entity. I don't know what's wrong with me. I've been laying low on my issues with my therapist and haven't called my psychiatrist.

All my therapist knows is that my anxiety has been really bad.

I keep on waking up 3.- 4 hours after I take my night meds and then being unable to fall back asleep.

I feel messed up. I feel like I'm a puzzle that's all out of order and possibly missing a few pieces! I'm not sure what brought on this mind disorganization or my inability to concentrate. I've never had this kind of concentration issue in the past.

I guess I'm just frustrated.

@MuddyBoots

Yeah, your rubbing alcohol/clonazzy experience sounds most unpleasant. I have another warning: