My mom said I'm "getting scary." With my preouccpation with the neighbor and her car. Its paranoia but idk if its on the verge of pyschosis. This is the second night its kept me up and she hasn't even been out in 4 hours. My pdoc will be useless if I bring this up even with my mom there. Like would a stand alone pysch hospital take someone with complex medical condtions. Or can he just grow a pair and put me back on my prestiq even if he won't raise my lamictal. At least I was showering when I was on that and not scared out of my mind at night.

I am getting some good therapy. Somatic regulation emdr stuff. So I think its kinda a med issue at this point.

I finally caught her. Not like confronting her. Just saw her through the window. But I heard her open her door and she was in the right side rummaging around in her night gown

Maybe she needs a wellness check and I'm just being an ***?.