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LadyShadow · May 07, 2025, 06:44 PM

I am feeling much better than I did earlier. Having all these emotions during my cycle is really overwhelming; I cried a lot the past two days. Thank you so much @Blue_Bird for all your amazing advice, I really appreciate it. Yeah, I am going to stay off of Facebook for a while. For the most part it's all my recovery friends that I know that I want to keep tabs on, but sometimes it's just too much. They post a lot of positive stuff, but I am not in Raleigh anymore, so when they all post pictures of get togethers, I get kind of sad.

Applied to several jobs today too. I am going to go for it even though the questions about the background check AND credit check scare me. I have no idea why these jobs are requiring both now. I just got to do something about my situation. Just a lot of stress is not good for me. But I will try to go to the movies either this week or next week to see Thunderbolts. I keep pushing it off because making money is more of a priority. I do have some events planned coming up. I am going to another Sci-Fi Geeks of Raleigh meet-up for another Coffee Talk next week, then their Annual picnic is the week after. I am also going to spend the weekend with my sponsor, she is going to present me with my 4-year sobriety chip. I have a lot going on coming up, and I am glad too. Just been in this house way too long. Taking some classes is a great idea, I have to see what they have available in my area.