Today started out well, but then I crashed physically which caused a crash mentally because I couldn't distract myself by doing things. Despite getting an IV today, I overdid it because of being in the heat on an off to get to different places. I have a car, but it doesn't always cool off the best. And, it was just hot out. So, I listened to my body and stopped being productive for the day. This means I have more to do tomorrow though. The musts are go to Mass, complete my move in check list, and buy a lamp (my new place is extremely dark because there are no lights over the main living space of the studio). My original plan was to go to my old place to clean as well, but we'll see if that happens. I could always go after school one day this week.
I'm not much of a cryer, but I had a little cry this evening because of feeling so lonely. Some SI was creeping in but then I had what I like to call a Holy Spirit moment where something popped up on my phone that helped lesson those thoughts.
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Lamotrigine: 300 mg
Bupropion: 150 mg
Risperidone: 4 mg
Quetiapine: 12.5 mg
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