hi all...i guess im writing cuz i wanted you all to get to know me some...i have read some of ur posts and met some of you in the chat...i thought it was time i wrote about me...i suffer from major depression and panic disorder and ptsd..i have been ouuta work now for about 3 weeks or so..i so want my life back but just dont know how to fix things...its come to the point where i am now unable to look in the mirror..i was wondering..has anyone ever gone through a phase where when they look in the mirror they dont know the person looking back at them...ya just know the person you see you just dont care for anymore???i know i am a good person and a good mother...i dont deserve any of this...none of this makes any sense....i just wish i knew how to fix this and get my life back....everday is such a struggle....i take my meds go to my appts..the therapits says i need to stop blaming myself...when do the dreams go away,when do i get to see myself again in the mirror????when does this sadness go away???my intent was to introduce myself now .i have seem to have sound like im whining..im sorry for that...i guess i needed to vent..anyway thanks for listeing......