How do I put this? Fwb refused to hang out with me today because I didn't want sex. I'm just not 100% yet. Still taking the prednisone and zpack antibiotic for another two days. So, I told him that was a ****** thing to do- that it makes me feel like I'm just around for sex! I said we are more than that- we've known each other for 20 years for Christ's sake! I did clean my apartment and do my laundry and get groceries today but just felt not into it to have sex. So now he's not responding to me! Which is another ****** thing to do! So much for his saying he "misses the emotional closeness " a few weeks ago!

I dunno. That's all I have to say. I am not a toy.