Today was tough. V thinks we're bad parents because we're poor. So I didn't do anything today. Yet she refuses to get out of poverty, so there's that. She's mad we had her. So it was a tough day. I talked to my mom and my mother in-law. But I spent time plotting our escape from poverty. To buy a place, and be comfortable with our limitations. I can't help that it was a family of 3 on SSI. I didn't plan this ****. I did damn well with what we had. I know I have to let it go but.... It hurts.