I have felt so positive and hopeful lately.

Then I got a flurry of emails from STBX wife.

For the last three days I'm wrecked with indecision, questioning how I have handled things to date, and scared of the future.

I've been trying to rationalize away these reactions but they are still with me.

I'm just dumbfounded at her ability to instill anxiety in me.

Just voicing this here to see if it helps it go away. Like I said, I am a few days into this now and it's remaining.

RDMercer