Thing is....there is no point in seeking appreciation when you KNOW you aren't going to get it. That just makes you more misersble than you already are.
They say doing the same thing the same way & expecting different results is the definition of insanity.
Maybe it is time to start looking for different actions & the different results that come from energy put in that direction.
Have you ever talked to a good divorce lawyer to see what all your options really are & what financial responsibilities the court would place on him in a divorce?
I get the feeling trapped but at the same time I didn't like my situation, there was no point fighting it until I could get out cause fighting it destroyed my own mental & physical health. They won't change because it is who they are just as much as you are who you are
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Leo's favorite place was in the passenger seat of my truck. We went everywhere together like this.
Leo my soulmate will live in my heart FOREVER Nov 1, 2002 - Dec 16, 2018
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