I’m worn out. I did two outings today. One to my psychiatrist appointment and one to the pharmacy. Throughout it and all the walking I hit 10,000 steps. Normally I’m too mentally drained after one outing to do another in the same day but I had to because I needed to pick up my meds.

I’ve basically been doing nothing since 1pm cause I’m so drained from all that. It’s going on 6pm now. I just took a shower.

Tomorrow they’re having bingo in the community room so I’ll go to that then a couple hours after that I’ll go to the movie theater to see the movie I got a ticket for.

I wish it was night already so I could sleep.

I’m scared of starting the lamictal later this week. I always get extremely anxious and paranoid when big med changes are done. Because I have a fear that I’ll just like suddenly drop dead after taking the first tablet or something. I’m sure it’ll go fine, it’s just part of my paranoia. I mean I even sometimes worry meds I’ve been on for years with no side effects will suddenly kill me/poison me. So I guess it’s to be expected to have anxiety when starting/adding an entirely new one