Oh my god you guys. I'm having a moment! I need to focus, but I can't! I want to write my novel, but whenever I start it I get blocked or question myself in some way or other and end up starting ALL OVER AGAIN. I need OFF these antipsychotics I'm on!!! They're hindering me! They're POISONING MY CREATIVITY. And focus and motivation for that matter. I'm freaking out, and I just took my afternoon anti-anxiety pills, but they're not helping, and I don't know if they will and I want scream and punch holes in my walls and cry and rip out my hair out of frustration but I can't because my husband would freak the fvck OUT!!!!! I want to EXPLODE.