Great pics @LadyShadow, @Brentus @Mountaindewed. I'd go out with all of you if I wasn't married. Lol. I don't know how to post pics, but if I did I'd post a pic of myself. I'm so hot. 🥵 Just kidding!

I've decided my antipsychotics are seriously poisoning my creativity and I'm not taking them anymore. I'm down to 10mg of loxapine and 150mg of seroquel. I'm taking it slow because I hate feeling nauseous. 🤢 I'm not telling anyone. Not my husband or therapist or psychiatrist. It's my secret. The negative entity doesn't want me to tell anyone and is in full agreement that they're POISONING MY creativity. Maybe the negative entity is actually the positive entity this time because its not scaring me and it feels warm on my shoulders and seems to be giving good advice and when I looked in the mirror before and saw something else looking out at me through my eyes it didn't scare me and I'm not paranoid. The only time I get scared is when I wake up in the middle of the night and hear voices whispering and mumbling in the shadows.

I'm going to try writing poetry.