My wish for you is that you'll become a friend to yourself. You have to love yourself to get through this silly world. Please don let yourself fall into the victim role; you're much better and stronger than that. You can be selective when meeting a potential friend. You're allowed to be very picky. Put yourself first. Don't be desperate when looking for friends. This usually happens randomly, and that seems to be the best way.
You're also brave for going camping! I only went once and I called it "glamping" cause we took all the little luxuries from home.