So I went out last night with a girlfriend and mr fun guy was working the bar. In essence he slammed the door shut on anything further happening between us and told me I am now in the "perma friends zone" and basically "never again". This is because things got all messed up the last time I went to his house, when I ended up leaving because he was saying weird things to me and i got offended. Last night, I was the first to apologize, and then he apologized and told me I am now just a "friend", and I feel totally rejected as a result. I don't know what I did or said that was so wrong in his mind, or what I did to deserve the door being slammed hard in my face. No more casual sex with mr fun guy - nothing. It's done. It's over. So now I need to pick myself back up and just keep going. I have to let him go. I've been stuck on him, or on thoughts of him and us together, for the last 5 months. I had even wanted a date with him and something more, but now that possibility is out the window. I feel SO rejected.