I haven't been eating much lately either. I hate to share food/appetite stuff, but I can't eat anything unless it's raw fruits or vegetables or nuts and toast or I get extremely nauseous, and just the SMELL of cooked food makes me gag. I don't know why. It's like I have morning sickness, except I'm not pregnant (and no, I'm really not. I just had my period). I'm nauseous, my period cycles are all messed up and when I have them they're horrible now, my hair is thinning, no matter WHAT I do I can't lose my little gut and look like I'm fcking pregnant, I'm getting headaches, this month's period was SO weird and SO heavy instead of having PMS before it like I usually do, I had it DURING it, among other symptoms I can't think of at the moment.

I don't know. It's just been weird for a while. I hate this shyt

@MuddyBoots

Welcome back. Sorry to hear about your rough hospital stay. My hospital stays usually suck too, and I can't handle feeling like I'm trapped and can't leave. Plus they seem to like TAKING ME OFF my anxiety meds, so I'm an anxious mess the entire time and withdrawing. Now that I'm thinking back a little, I had one OD where I sat in the psych ward for three days AFTER three days in the ICU withdrawing from ALL my meds until my old case manager came in to visit me, found out what was going on, got pissed and yelled at them. And I was put back on my meds almost immediately. Lol.

@Blueberrybook

Sorry to hear about your mammogram situation. I'd be anxious af too and want that next appointment immediately!