I have a (supposedly "severe") eating disorder and talked to someone from the Rapid Response/state crisis line who said I don't need to eat, just think positively and I won't die ever. I want to be positive and believe them and not listen to my doctors who kinda doubt I'll see 2026 at this point and want to change that!

Just feel that's a little fked, ya know?

I've had people encourage me to quit my meds (like, anticonvulsants, cold turkey, which can cause seizures, which isn't good) before too.

Sometimes I think they have people interview to work at like CVS in the pharmacy but they're like "you can't count past five (I know, math, hard, that's why it's so easy to fk everyone over these days because no decent musician can count past 4. If you're a brilliant musician you can maybe make 6), and you couldn't past the test where you could say there's a difference between Trazodone and Tramadol (my dad's pharmacist made that mistake once and made him drive back after taking the trazodone that was supposed to be tramadol, I feel like that could've been a huge lawsuit), but we know SOMEONE who will be desperate to hire you--you ever hear of the mobile crisis line?"