I literally don’t even know what meds to take. Sure, it’s a little easier to skip lunch when I take Adderall, but off it my level 2 skills of emotional regulation, focus, and distress tolerance go to negative 7.3

Maybe I will take the 40mg of Valium a day. That’s what “allowed me” to get out.

I dont know. I don’t feel like leaving so I think I’m just going to turn my phone off and wait for a cop to show up and in the meantime give my shyt to the neighbors because I’m probably never fking coming back after they come.