OIC. Well, don't listen to them when they tell you stuff. It's past, nothing you can do about it.
Most things aren't really far off from what the general makeup of the person is. And you dissociate to be able to cope. You must be pretty good at this, since you came out?

IDK how much time you lost. Yes, that sounds scary. Can you figure out pretty much what you did? How long does it take you to figure things out usually?