I don't usually figure things out as such. Usually I have lost time and sometimes a friend can tell me what happened during that time, sometimes not. Sometimes I know by things like finding things in the house "I" didn't buy etc. Sometimes I get an e-mail etc from a friend wanting to know WTF my "attitude" was all about the previous night etc. But mostly with living alone it's just lost time and suddenly finding myself somewhere or with someone I don't know and don't know how I got there.

Why don't I have co-consciousness or know my "system"? That is scarey, you know?