@LadyShadow I'm sorry things are so tough for you and that you can't see your T as often as you'd like especially at a time like now when you really need to see a T! Do you see your pdoc soon? If not, it might be worth seeing if you can get a sooner appt. I can't remember if you are on an AD, if not, maybe one might help at least in a small dose for the time being?