Oh... I forgot to add, AND I tried tapering off sertraline but that was a disaster too because I literally couldn't stop crying, so I had to go back on it.

I give up. Completely.

Also wanted to add - minus the lamictal and diazepam, this was all done under doctor supervision.

I'm getting my Sleep Token tattoo today at 2PM. I'm a little nervous. Not because of the pain (I already have five tattoos and don't care about pain anyway) but because I've never gotten a tattoo this big before! And I've never gotten one that's going to take three hours! All the tattoos I have are small and took like half an hour to forty-five minutes. I don't know. Just excited AND nervous I guess.

You'll get a job @LadyShadow. Don't worry. 😊 @Nammu - I hope you feel better soon. Same with you @Moose72 and @MuddyBoots and anyone else who's having a hard time right now, including you @Victoria'smom and @Mountaindewed. I hope I haven't forgotten anyone. If I have I apologize. My memory sucks right now. Topamax brain. Ugh.