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Originally Posted by Moose72
Pdoc said it’s not a medication issue but a lot of stress so no need to change my meds. I am really exhausted today even though I slept all night. She said the stress was making my symptoms worse like the hallucinations.
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I know my hallucinations are causing so much stress right now that I don’t think I can unstress my way back (if mine are even caused my stress, I don’t know, I’m probably in benzo withdrawal, have amphetamine in my system, haven’t slept great in forever, and am pretty sure my electrolytes are fked again, so maybe my body and brain is just throwing me a party to try and make things better knowing I love music and maybe it thinks I’m a little lonely too so it’s giving me some good ole cumpney, it’s confused because I like listening to MORE than 15 seconds of a song and kinda just want to sit in silence for a little and chill? You know, have some alone time and not be asked every five minutes if I know how to play blackjack?
Dude, we’re all shytshows right now its tragic and great to have company. (Real company, not brains not lnowing how to work and making shyt up)