@LadyShadow - I'm praying you will find the right job soon. Sometimes it is so easy to forget we do have a lot to be thankful for, to take the things we have for granted. It's so easy to focus on what we don't have but we are blessed in so many ways. Still, struggling with finances is hard. We still don't have it easy, but it's better for us than when H was out of work and when he taught high school. I'm sorry you're not doing well home alone @Victoria'smom.