I'm going to be alone for 4 hours in the middle of the city. So I ordered a small bag, coloring book, and cheap color pencils. I have to go to pdoc alone, get my injection alone, pick up my meds alone, walk across the street for a drink, and wait for h to come back from his appointment. So we can go home. I'm so stressed out but there's nothing we can do. I'm not sure I'm going to be able to walk across the street by myself with that many people around. I think I'll stay in the building and bring a drink with me. I'm going to bring my headphones. So I'll have $50 + my phone on me. I'm not use to being alone. Really don't know how I'm going to do this. Besides headphones, bringing a drink and coloring what else can I do? I'm so stressed.
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
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