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LadyShadow · May 25, 2025, 04:44 PM

I am actually feeling a bit better. I went to sit outside and spend time with my dad, instead of sitting inside thinking about how miserable I am. It helped a lot. It was fun helping him try to fix his lawnmower/tractor thing, there is no hope for it, lol.

I am starting to understand that this is something I just can't change. People are really miserable with their bodies sometimes, or miserable in their job. Those are the things I am struggling with, and it just seems like such a common theme these days.

I sat outside with the trees, clouds and birds for almost 2 hours. I am isolated at home in my apartment; I need to be outside more. I like that you guys go out and take walks, I think I really need to start doing that.

@Blueberrybook - I would never ask for money. from anyone. You make a great point that it would be for therapy once more a month, but I don't like the feeling of asking for help, even when I need it. It's always been a problem for me. My ex would probably give it to me and so would my parents, but I think it would eat away at me and would ruin the therapy because I asked someone for the money. It's stupid, but it's just the way I am. Great suggestion though, I would ask if I could.

@Nammu - thank you so much my friend. I am thinking of you too wishing you feel better too.

@June08 - Thanks so much, trying to find this job is really hard. All I can do is to keep applying.