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Originally Posted by Autumn88
Well.
But for feeling in control, having autonomy, feeling that sick familiar sense of being strong, powerful, and...( this so evil of me)...superior to all those eating their lunches and snacks, while I simply refuse.
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I definitely can relate to this feeling, I experienced it so much. That and (also terrible of me) feeling superior to overweight people just because I was thin/underweight/downright emaciated. It's so sick, so twisted.
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