I'm fighting the urge to say I'm fine. I'm not doing that freezing thing as much. I'm pretty sure I'm in a weird mixed state. I'm worried about the changes coming and Thursday. I'm trying to remember to breathe. That I'll be okay. I'm just going to cry Wednesday night. I start school in two weeks. I haven't finished my book that I started weeks ago. Immersive reading is so much better than me trying to read. H found this AI that reads the document and turns it into a podcast. So I'm going to use that for my textbooks. I hate that my reading threshold is so low. I don't know what happens if I do get diagnosed with ADHD. I feel I have a lot of trauma things coming up. I see my therapist Wednesday