Hi @
Forestchild welcome to MSF. It sounds like what you are going through is very upsetting.
Besides the fact that no one at this site is qualified to give medical advice, the other problem is symptoms of physical and mental ailments overlap and sometimes are signs of both conditions. As much as I would like to help you understand what you are suffering from, only medically qualified doctors can diagnose your condition in combination with testing and interviewing you.
Nice to meet you. Hope you find support.
CANDC
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