I feel you as far as becoming dependent on the klonopin. It's a bug to get off of, you build up a tolerance, and over time, my panic attacks became more frequent and more severe ON klonopin than off it.

Klonopin never stopped the dissociation for me either or lessened it that I could see. So there's that too...knowing (at least in my case) I'll always be dealing with dissociation probably my entire life...sigh.

Next time you go to the store, maybe pick up some chamomile tea?