Watching episodes of "Catfish" to get my mind off of things. It's really interesting and silly. Just a lot jumbled in my head. A lot of wants and needs not getting met, kind of scrambling around in my brain.
Went to my Legion of Mary meeting and found my mind wandering. I am not connecting with my faith either, feel like I am losing my calling and drifting away from my purpose. I hate this so much, because talking to a therapist about this can really help. I don't see him till June 14th.
My heart is full of wanting and need, and I am not getting anything for it. I wish I could find a job and that's just not happening. I feel so cornered and up against a wall in life. God is so far away, I can't even hear Him anymore.
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