((((((((((((((((((((((((((candybear))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry that things are so hard. You really do have so much on your plate right now. Maybe you could call your pdoc as there may be something he can do to help. It is so hard when you are in fear of losing your job and trying to struggle with everyone else. I wish there were something I can suggest. Know I am here though and that I care.

BB