Are any PHPs available to you? That was what I was initially suggested but got denied because of being "too acute" (was in a psych ward at the time, have had several bags of IV fluids in the prior weeks and too many of my blood sugar readings were "you're passing out drink some juice right now" low, and am underweight, so I understand) (yet I'm "not critical enough" for inpatient so was told to do residential but of course insurance won't cover that).

Mine's bad today too, but I have a bit of fight in me to at least stress over my restriction/extreme recent calorie deficits and reach out to my team's emergency line for help, but I guess not enough to eat more than a bite of my dinner.